{MyDramalist} {FORDÍTÁSOK} {Fanfictions}

I'm in Japan for exactly a year. It's common to say a year felt fast, but to be honest, mine was so full of amazing things, that I don't feel like that at all. Everything I've ever wanted, ever dreamed of, ever had been sure that could never happen already happened. It's kind of scary, but also, I guess this is why I feel like I'm ready for the next chapter of my life. I'm turning 30 in 4 days, and it's time to start being an adult. I found a job, I'm gonna work my ass for this small Japanese company that so far been so kind to me that I already feel endlessly in debt to them.
And of course, whenever I can I'm gonna go see Arashichan, Yuutan and OLDCODEX. Because even if I got them plenty in the past 365 days, it never could be enough.



2017.06.18 - Yumecast Dream Fanmeeting (Nacchan, Ryoutakun, Yuukichan, Tosshi)
2017.07.08 - Wakuwaku Gakkou (Arashichan <3)
2017.07.16 - Nanatsuno taizai fesu (Yuutan <3, Tatsu <3, Tsudanii, Konchan, Sorachan, Misakichan, Aoichan)
2017.08.23 - Dive!! event (Yuutan <3, Shisho, Nakkun)
2017.08.27 - AoEx event (Yuutan <3, Okarin, Junjun, KAMIYAN, Yusasan, Konishisan, Kazusan, Sawanosan)
2017.09.03 - Kaji Yuuki birthday event (I HELD YUUTAN'S HAND FOR A SECOND AND HE SMILED JUST AT ME TWO TIMES AND SAID THANK YOU IN ENGLISH JUST TO ME, how am I still alive?)
2017.09.12 - OLDCODEX They go, Where? in Zep Tokyo (OLDCODEX <3 My eyes met with Tatsu so many times~)
2017.09.13 - OLDCODEX They go, Where? in Zep Tokyo (OLDCODEX <3)
2017.10.07 - Yumecast Dream show (Nacchan, Ryoutakun, Yuukichan, Tosshi, Uemurakun, Yuusan, Tasuku)
2017.10.29 - Shingeki no kyojin event (Yuutan <3, Hirokun finally, Daisukesan, Yuichan, Marinachan)
2017.11.10 - OLCODEX They go, Where? in Sendai (OLDCODEX <3, and Eszti~~~ We got to celebrate Tatsu's birthday together. One of the best nights of this year.)
2017.11.18 - Seiyuu datte tabishimasu 2nd (Yuutan <3, Suwabesan, Shoutachan, Namikawakun, Maenokun, Tasuku)
2017.12.02 - Donten ni warau movie butai aisatsu (Yuutan <3, Nakkun, Torisan, Wingu)
2017.12.03 - Arashi Live Tour 2017-2018 Untitled (Arashichan <3 9 years of waiting was over this day~ My dream to see Arashichan singing in Tokyo Dome came true~)
2017.12.10 - Reading High (Yuutan <3, Suwabesan, Tosshi, Umechan, Sekisan)
2018.02.04 - Dive!! Reading Final Event (Yuutan <3, Shisho, Nakkun, Tomokun, Ryoutakun)
2018.02.08 - OLDCODEX We are Here! in Yokohama Arena (OLDCODEX <3)
2018.02.20 - Hangover, Mobile members Limited show (OLDCODEX <3 in acapella~ Tatsu's voice is just absolutely mindblowing)
2018.02.21 - Hangover, Mobile members Limited show (OLDCODEX <3 I definitely needed this second day of Hangover)

(There was weird anime event that I went to thanks to my school and I met Umechan for the first time there. Shisho also was there. And there was also a Live viewing for OCD's latest album in animate. I dunno what I did with these tickets.)

I met Yuutan 9 times~ I'm one lucky being. Even Tatsu 7 times, wow, that doesn't feel so much. It's good to love not just Arashi, because if I was only focusing on them this year, I might felt unsatisfied today.

I also got to go to Naganokun two times and see and climb my precious mountains. I walked the streets Shosan walked in Kamikaru, and been to the castle that he cleaned pigeon shit off x"D
We went to Kyoto and Ohsaka with Eszti <3
I got to see and touch the Pacific~
We were in FujiQ, and Disney sea~
I watched so many movies [aka, I cried my eyes off so many times in the cinema X'DD]
And I'm gonna see Fujisan finally on Sunday. When we went to FujiQ it was completely covered by clouds.

Did I mention I held Yuutan's hand for a second and he smiled just at me two times and said thank you just to me in english? Oh, well.
I also received the candy he made in his tv show. All I did was retweet a tweet. And I was selected together with 99 other people. Out of 7000. I like to think it's because Yuutan knows my name as I'm writing letters to him everytime I go to an event. I need to go to one again, because the last time I said my goodbyes and told him I most likely go back to Hungary x'D But in reality I got a job at the last minute, and already moved to my own flat, and going to work on monday for the first time. Everything feels like a miracle. It's just so weird to live your dreams. But I'm not gonna waste this chance.

十回目ですけど、初めてって感じも少しします。翔さんにちゃんと会えた後の最初の誕生日お祝い。まだまだ信じられないです。また会いたいです。しかしもうできないとしても、去年二回会えて何より嬉しかったです。一生の宝物として心の中に閉じ込めて、弱くなる時にはパワーソースと使わせていただきます。ありがとうございました、そしてこれからもよろしくお願い致します。

今年もいっぱい食べて、好きな場所に旅行にいって、嵐ちゃんと仲良くしてね。翔さんは納得できるような良い年になりますように。


愛しています。

たった八日で命の恩人全員に会えて、何より嬉しいです。私本当に幸せ者じゃなくて何だろう。

嵐ちゃん、ゆうたん、タツ。愛しています。そして感謝しています、ずっとずっと。

この人たちでよかった、私。この人たちを好きになってよかったです。心底からそう思います。

Yumeiro cast event~~~ The first step of my awesome summer.
( What a step it was?Collapse )

So. I usually complain about being a lazy ass and not writing posts, but tbh, the last two months went by with me hardly having any freetime so the excuse for not documenting is rl rn xD

( Fuck, it's already been two monthsCollapse )

So. As we entered the month now, I thought I'd talk about it a little. I am going to Japan on the 29th of March, and I am staying for at least a year.

I applied for a school there that helps to find employment. The only requirement is that you have N2, and a hella lot of money x"D Fortunately, I had both, so I went for it last year around may. It took until the 23th of February to get the okay back for sure. I got the Certificate of Eligibility that day, which means Japan lets me stay there for one year and three months for now. If I end up finding a job, then I wouldn't mind staying for a few more years.

I still don't know all the details about how the school operates, but it seems I'll have classes in the morning only, and I can work 28 hours a week, which I so want to try, tbh. Hopefully the school won't kill my motivation once I see how much studying I need. The goal is reaching N1 level by december(I really hope not July x"D) and to boost our oral skills, as that's usually lacking if you mostly just prepared for JLPT. Mine definitely does, but I feel so dumbly confident. Lately my English oral finally clicked and now I can watch most things without sub - I mean I watched Obama's speeches live x"D - and I became able to smoothly talk, too. As with Japanese the listening part was already on 95% level - did I mention I got 100% on the N2 listening? //smug - so I just need to wait for the moment when talking clicks in. It's so much easier to be confident about your language skills when it's not the first experience anymore. So I hope the moment I'll be forced to talk Japanese - and the teachers in the school, as rumoured, hardly speak any English - it's gonna be all fine. I have a pretty huge dormant vocabulary it just needs to be stimulated.

Geez, I can't wait. I'm not even just excited about BEING IN JAPAN, but all the things I can learn? I really, really love learning Japanese, so this should be a great time. I'm a little worried about being the oldest in the group, but oh well, I tend to be the mommy in every social interaction so there is not helping that x"D

About being in Japan... I'll be Tokyo!!! Specifically, in Nishikasai, Edogawa-ku, which is like so nicely in the middle between Chiba and the centre. I am a true Arashi fan, ok xD I'll stay in dormitory, and it's an all girl one which I am utterly grateful for x"D Though, it won't help my repulsion of men much, but who cares.

Dah, I have so many plans, so I'm constantly begging for a convenient schedule. I don't even know if we have summer vacation of some sort, but really hope so. The moment I have like three days off I'm booking a ticket to Naganoken and going to see my beautiful mountains!!

Now I'm in the middle of panicking about getting all my legal things on hold here. I'm such a child, it's super hard to figure these bureaucracy processes out, but fortunately, so far everything turned out fine. Just let it stay like that so I can spend my last days here worrying about going over shit that tries to bound me here -_-

So, short but huge news: I AM GOING TO LIVE IN JAPAN~~~~~~~



Write it as a dream, read it as a goal~

(Lol look at how fitting the music that came on is)

今年もいっぱい食べて、好きな場所に旅行にいって、嵐ちゃんと仲良くしてね。翔さんは納得できるような良い年になりますように。


愛しています。

Oh, gosh, I love Kamisama no karute.
There was this married couple in the last chapter of 0. They were just fooling around climbing the mountains with Haru until the other old man with them got into an accident and decided that it's alright if he just dies there. Haru saved him, and brought him to the hut they were all staying in until the blizzard and the night went away. The husband was very cold with the old man when he woke up in the morning, and he accused him of wanting to die there. Haru told the old man, they lost their 6 year old kid a few years ago, and that day was the anniversary of his death. The kid loved the mountains and always wanted to climb to Jounen one day, but he never got the chance, so they went there every year for him. They were just the smallest side characters, really, and here I am still sobbing, because it hurts so much. Kamisama no karute is amazing. It has so much suffering in it, and somehow, it still heals the reader because it always has hope in the end.
I love these books.

And I love Haru so so so much.
"The place where you can go back to is something you create for yourself." And you go after this, and create that place for yourself by Ichisan's side. Wonderful.

"Books are such good things, ne, sensei?"
"Yes, they are good things, but in essential times they tend to be useless. What should I do with patients like Kuniedasan who wants to postpone their treatment? I can't find the answer even in Kusamakura."
"In books, sensei. It's not the 'right answer' that's written in them. The thing books teach us is something different. People have only one life to live. However, books let us know that there are different lives. If you read many books, you can experience many lives. Like that you will be able to understand many people's feelings."
"Many people's feelings?"
"Stories about people in trouble, people who are angry, who are sad, who are happy - we read all those stories. With that even if just a little, we learn how to understand other people."
"Why is it good if you learn that?"
"You become a kind man."
"I don't think it's such a good thing in this world, being kind."
"That's because you mix up kindness with weakness. Kindness is not weakness. What the other person think? The power to think about that is what we call 'kindness'. Kindness, ne, is the power of imagination. I think you are a kind person, that's why you went along with my selfish request. However, sensei, kind people have many hardships. You are probably someone who suffers a lot."