~you see colors, I feel blue~

                                           


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あたしの一番大切なONEは嵐です。
                          

"I don’t smile cause I’m happy, I smile because something good might happen if I do."

Aries are generally very innocent creatures. There are two sides to their inner world: a world full of hate and a world full of love.They can understand other’s problems quite easily.

悲しいほどきれいだね~



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I'm in Japan for exactly a year. It's common to say a year felt fast, but to be honest, mine was so full of amazing things, that I don't feel like that at all. Everything I've ever wanted, ever dreamed of, ever had been sure that could never happen already happened. It's kind of scary, but also, I guess this is why I feel like I'm ready for the next chapter of my life. I'm turning 30 in 4 days, and it's time to start being an adult. I found a job, I'm gonna work my ass for this small Japanese company that so far been so kind to me that I already feel endlessly in debt to them.
And of course, whenever I can I'm gonna go see Arashichan, Yuutan and OLDCODEX. Because even if I got them plenty in the past 365 days, it never could be enough.



2017.06.18 - Yumecast Dream Fanmeeting (Nacchan, Ryoutakun, Yuukichan, Tosshi)
2017.07.08 - Wakuwaku Gakkou (Arashichan <3)
2017.07.16 - Nanatsuno taizai fesu (Yuutan <3, Tatsu <3, Tsudanii, Konchan, Sorachan, Misakichan, Aoichan)
2017.08.23 - Dive!! event (Yuutan <3, Shisho, Nakkun)
2017.08.27 - AoEx event (Yuutan <3, Okarin, Junjun, KAMIYAN, Yusasan, Konishisan, Kazusan, Sawanosan)
2017.09.03 - Kaji Yuuki birthday event (I HELD YUUTAN'S HAND FOR A SECOND AND HE SMILED JUST AT ME TWO TIMES AND SAID THANK YOU IN ENGLISH JUST TO ME, how am I still alive?)
2017.09.12 - OLDCODEX They go, Where? in Zep Tokyo (OLDCODEX <3 My eyes met with Tatsu so many times~)
2017.09.13 - OLDCODEX They go, Where? in Zep Tokyo (OLDCODEX <3)
2017.10.07 - Yumecast Dream show (Nacchan, Ryoutakun, Yuukichan, Tosshi, Uemurakun, Yuusan, Tasuku)
2017.10.29 - Shingeki no kyojin event (Yuutan <3, Hirokun finally, Daisukesan, Yuichan, Marinachan)
2017.11.10 - OLCODEX They go, Where? in Sendai (OLDCODEX <3, and Eszti~~~ We got to celebrate Tatsu's birthday together. One of the best nights of this year.)
2017.11.18 - Seiyuu datte tabishimasu 2nd (Yuutan <3, Suwabesan, Shoutachan, Namikawakun, Maenokun, Tasuku)
2017.12.02 - Donten ni warau movie butai aisatsu (Yuutan <3, Nakkun, Torisan, Wingu)
2017.12.03 - Arashi Live Tour 2017-2018 Untitled (Arashichan <3 9 years of waiting was over this day~ My dream to see Arashichan singing in Tokyo Dome came true~)
2017.12.10 - Reading High (Yuutan <3, Suwabesan, Tosshi, Umechan, Sekisan)
2018.02.04 - Dive!! Reading Final Event (Yuutan <3, Shisho, Nakkun, Tomokun, Ryoutakun)
2018.02.08 - OLDCODEX We are Here! in Yokohama Arena (OLDCODEX <3)
2018.02.20 - Hangover, Mobile members Limited show (OLDCODEX <3 in acapella~ Tatsu's voice is just absolutely mindblowing)
2018.02.21 - Hangover, Mobile members Limited show (OLDCODEX <3 I definitely needed this second day of Hangover)

(There was weird anime event that I went to thanks to my school and I met Umechan for the first time there. Shisho also was there. And there was also a Live viewing for OCD's latest album in animate. I dunno what I did with these tickets.)

I met Yuutan 9 times~ I'm one lucky being. Even Tatsu 7 times, wow, that doesn't feel so much. It's good to love not just Arashi, because if I was only focusing on them this year, I might felt unsatisfied today.

I also got to go to Naganokun two times and see and climb my precious mountains. I walked the streets Shosan walked in Kamikaru, and been to the castle that he cleaned pigeon shit off x"D
We went to Kyoto and Ohsaka with Eszti <3
I got to see and touch the Pacific~
We were in FujiQ, and Disney sea~
I watched so many movies [aka, I cried my eyes off so many times in the cinema X'DD]
And I'm gonna see Fujisan finally on Sunday. When we went to FujiQ it was completely covered by clouds.

Did I mention I held Yuutan's hand for a second and he smiled just at me two times and said thank you just to me in english? Oh, well.
I also received the candy he made in his tv show. All I did was retweet a tweet. And I was selected together with 99 other people. Out of 7000. I like to think it's because Yuutan knows my name as I'm writing letters to him everytime I go to an event. I need to go to one again, because the last time I said my goodbyes and told him I most likely go back to Hungary x'D But in reality I got a job at the last minute, and already moved to my own flat, and going to work on monday for the first time. Everything feels like a miracle. It's just so weird to live your dreams. But I'm not gonna waste this chance.

十回目ですけど、初めてって感じも少しします。翔さんにちゃんと会えた後の最初の誕生日お祝い。まだまだ信じられないです。また会いたいです。しかしもうできないとしても、去年二回会えて何より嬉しかったです。一生の宝物として心の中に閉じ込めて、弱くなる時にはパワーソースと使わせていただきます。ありがとうございました、そしてこれからもよろしくお願い致します。

今年もいっぱい食べて、好きな場所に旅行にいって、嵐ちゃんと仲良くしてね。翔さんは納得できるような良い年になりますように。


愛しています。

たった八日で命の恩人全員に会えて、何より嬉しいです。私本当に幸せ者じゃなくて何だろう。

嵐ちゃん、ゆうたん、タツ。愛しています。そして感謝しています、ずっとずっと。

この人たちでよかった、私。この人たちを好きになってよかったです。心底からそう思います。

Yumeiro cast event~~~ The first step of my awesome summer.
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So. I usually complain about being a lazy ass and not writing posts, but tbh, the last two months went by with me hardly having any freetime so the excuse for not documenting is rl rn xD

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