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Location: Next to Jin
Mood: ecstaticecstatic
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04 April 2018 @ 07:07 am

"I don’t smile cause I’m happy, I smile because something good might happen if I do."

Aries are generally very innocent creatures. There are two sides to their inner world: a world full of hate and a world full of love.They can understand other’s problems quite easily.


Everything else under the cut because it's a really long list about the things you should know xDCollapse )
Mood: peacefulpeaceful
Music: KAT-TUN - 春夏秋冬 | Powered by Last.fm
16 July 2017 @ 10:56 pm


Mood: gratefulgrateful
08 July 2017 @ 02:50 pm

After almost 9 years, I'll finally get a proof of Arashi's existence. In a little bit more than two hours I'll actually know that they don't exist only behind a screen. 

Please, let it be. Please, don't let anything get in the way. Please. 

18 June 2017 @ 11:42 pm
Yumeiro cast event~~~ The first step of my awesome summer.
What a step it was?Collapse )
Mood: happyhappy
08 June 2017 @ 01:16 pm
So. I usually complain about being a lazy ass and not writing posts, but tbh, the last two months went by with me hardly having any freetime so the excuse for not documenting is rl rn xD

Fuck, it's already been two monthsCollapse )
Mood: satisfiedsatisfied
Music: KAT-TUN - あの日のまま | Powered by Last.fm
01 April 2017 @ 12:26 am
I'M IN JAPANCollapse )
Mood: okayokay
01 March 2017 @ 03:05 pm
So. As we entered the month now, I thought I'd talk about it a little. I am going to Japan on the 29th of March, and I am staying for at least a year.

I applied for a school there that helps to find employment. The only requirement is that you have N2, and a hella lot of money x"D Fortunately, I had both, so I went for it last year around may. It took until the 23th of February to get the okay back for sure. I got the Certificate of Eligibility that day, which means Japan lets me stay there for one year and three months for now. If I end up finding a job, then I wouldn't mind staying for a few more years.

I still don't know all the details about how the school operates, but it seems I'll have classes in the morning only, and I can work 28 hours a week, which I so want to try, tbh. Hopefully the school won't kill my motivation once I see how much studying I need. The goal is reaching N1 level by december(I really hope not July x"D) and to boost our oral skills, as that's usually lacking if you mostly just prepared for JLPT. Mine definitely does, but I feel so dumbly confident. Lately my English oral finally clicked and now I can watch most things without sub - I mean I watched Obama's speeches live x"D - and I became able to smoothly talk, too. As with Japanese the listening part was already on 95% level - did I mention I got 100% on the N2 listening? //smug - so I just need to wait for the moment when talking clicks in. It's so much easier to be confident about your language skills when it's not the first experience anymore. So I hope the moment I'll be forced to talk Japanese - and the teachers in the school, as rumoured, hardly speak any English - it's gonna be all fine. I have a pretty huge dormant vocabulary it just needs to be stimulated.

Geez, I can't wait. I'm not even just excited about BEING IN JAPAN, but all the things I can learn? I really, really love learning Japanese, so this should be a great time. I'm a little worried about being the oldest in the group, but oh well, I tend to be the mommy in every social interaction so there is not helping that x"D

About being in Japan... I'll be Tokyo!!! Specifically, in Nishikasai, Edogawa-ku, which is like so nicely in the middle between Chiba and the centre. I am a true Arashi fan, ok xD I'll stay in dormitory, and it's an all girl one which I am utterly grateful for x"D Though, it won't help my repulsion of men much, but who cares.

Dah, I have so many plans, so I'm constantly begging for a convenient schedule. I don't even know if we have summer vacation of some sort, but really hope so. The moment I have like three days off I'm booking a ticket to Naganoken and going to see my beautiful mountains!!

Now I'm in the middle of panicking about getting all my legal things on hold here. I'm such a child, it's super hard to figure these bureaucracy processes out, but fortunately, so far everything turned out fine. Just let it stay like that so I can spend my last days here worrying about going over shit that tries to bound me here -_-

So, short but huge news: I AM GOING TO LIVE IN JAPAN~~~~~~~

Write it as a dream, read it as a goal~

(Lol look at how fitting the music that came on is)
Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
24 January 2017 @ 04:01 pm

17 January 2017 @ 02:38 pm
Oh, gosh, I love Kamisama no karute.
There was this married couple in the last chapter of 0. They were just fooling around climbing the mountains with Haru until the other old man with them got into an accident and decided that it's alright if he just dies there. Haru saved him, and brought him to the hut they were all staying in until the blizzard and the night went away. The husband was very cold with the old man when he woke up in the morning, and he accused him of wanting to die there. Haru told the old man, they lost their 6 year old kid a few years ago, and that day was the anniversary of his death. The kid loved the mountains and always wanted to climb to Jounen one day, but he never got the chance, so they went there every year for him. They were just the smallest side characters, really, and here I am still sobbing, because it hurts so much. Kamisama no karute is amazing. It has so much suffering in it, and somehow, it still heals the reader because it always has hope in the end.
I love these books.

And I love Haru so so so much.
"The place where you can go back to is something you create for yourself." And you go after this, and create that place for yourself by Ichisan's side. Wonderful.
Mood: touchedtouched
15 January 2017 @ 08:12 pm
"Books are such good things, ne, sensei?"
"Yes, they are good things, but in essential times they tend to be useless. What should I do with patients like Kuniedasan who wants to postpone their treatment? I can't find the answer even in Kusamakura."
"In books, sensei. It's not the 'right answer' that's written in them. The thing books teach us is something different. People have only one life to live. However, books let us know that there are different lives. If you read many books, you can experience many lives. Like that you will be able to understand many people's feelings."
"Many people's feelings?"
"Stories about people in trouble, people who are angry, who are sad, who are happy - we read all those stories. With that even if just a little, we learn how to understand other people."
"Why is it good if you learn that?"
"You become a kind man."
"I don't think it's such a good thing in this world, being kind."
"That's because you mix up kindness with weakness. Kindness is not weakness. What the other person think? The power to think about that is what we call 'kindness'. Kindness, ne, is the power of imagination. I think you are a kind person, that's why you went along with my selfish request. However, sensei, kind people have many hardships. You are probably someone who suffers a lot."
Mood: touchedtouched
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25 October 2016 @ 07:02 pm
Thank you. It means so much when you say it.
Mood: lovedloved
Music: 櫻井翔 - Sunshine | Powered by Last.fm
09 October 2016 @ 09:45 pm
I'm trashCollapse )
Mood: depresseddepressed
Music: OLDCODEX - hidemind | Powered by Last.fm